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Hey... I wanted to start this almost letter by saying that I don't know exactly how to start, because the feeling of happiness is too sweet to put into words. I wish I had written this sooner, but the emotion was so overwhelming that I couldn't control the tears or the shaking fingers. Even now, I feel a little out of touch with the thought of 'is this really true?!' Thursday was one of the most..

June 13th 2023, 9:13pm. | © YDC, Yasmin de Carvalho. Dear @BTS, I would like to start this letter by saying exactly the only thing that really matters... Bangtan Boys, I love you with every atom of my being. I am immeasurably proud to be your fan, to grow with you, to learn from you and to become a better person every day, with your help. For me, saying these words is as easy as breathing... Bec..

{...} "I hate the time." she spoke suddenly. Her eyes were still staring at the horizon, and she was still crying. "I hate him too sometimes." I replied. "I hate how he ruins everything that matters! One day anything is possible, the next it's all in the past. I hate how time manages to consume everything that is most valuable in life." she said. "At least, it didn't consume us..." I said. "Not ..

"I don't know exactly if this is our last page; this confused feeling is making my thoughts bitter... Perhaps the error is in think that I know you, because in fact, I know that not. For some time I believed that I knew you, knew for sure who you are, but I was wrong... I was wrong and it's my fault. A river is never the same, so why would we be? People change, they have secrets; some dark rooms..

"Maybe love it's not for me; maybe the joy of a warm hug in the end of a difficult day, it's not for me; maybe the light in a comforting smile after a long time apart it's not for me; maybe the truth between acts and eyes in the middle of the night it's not for me; maybe the silence full of conesctions and answers when a day is too raw to bear with, it's not for me. Maybe the lull of a gentle lo..

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"What if everything is nothing but a dream? What if none of this is real? What if all this time everything was just a bittersweet story, created by a mind too broken to just see reality? What if I really don't have any right to dream? What if that can never come true? What if all this really is impossible? What if... I'm not worthy of happiness? What color will the sky shine tomorrow?!" y [April..

"Maybe things were different if I were different; maybe everything were more soft if I smooth the process; maybe it hurt less if I felt less... But life is not how I want it, it simply is... And maybe that's the right way to be, even if it breaks me in half." y. [April 21st 2023, 9:49pm]